What a mess...

[annabtg]

I don't know what's wrong with me... it seems like all I want to do these days is sleep. I slept pretty much all day long today.

As for studying, no luck. I gave it a shot but somehow almost everything I read left me confused. I don't get it, I seemed to be understanding everything all right during the classes. I guess I forgot it or something.

Seriously, though. This exam period is going suckily. My dad has noticed, too :S I need passing grades on at least 5 subjects or he'll have my head on a silver platter never stop bugging me about "IRC having messed up my life". (He doesn't have a problem with the IRC crew, he likes them and thinks they're nice people and everything but he believes playing trivia is the reason I've started staying up TOO late and sleeping TOO much during the day and not studying enough etc.. Which is basically true, so how about we don't go there and change the subject instead. :P)

Uhm, yeah. I promise to catch up with my f-list sometime soon. I've fallen behind yet again. Sigh.

I'm off to get some juice or something. And then I must try to drag myself away from the laptop and closer to my book, or at least to my bed. (WTF going to bed again.)

See ya,
Anna.

Comments

[theblackshadow.livejournal.com]

har, i hear you about the too late stuff! i'm ok for now, but come august, i have to break myself of my computer games to finish up my last year of school rofl. best of luck on those exams.

[annabtg.livejournal.com]

Thanks! Good luck to you too :D

See ya,
Anna.

[ksarasara.livejournal.com]

Oh, I've been doing a whole buttload of nothing lately. School's out for me, so that's somewhat of an excuse, but I still have so much I should be getting done. I think it's the lack of routine that does me in. *sigh* Good luck with the rest of your exams!! **hugs**

[annabtg.livejournal.com]

Haha, love the icon :D

And thanks! :)

See ya,
Anna.

[cyad.livejournal.com]

all the best for the exams.

I'm pretty sleepy all the time too, these days. weather maybe. neway, try to cut down a bit on IRC. I guess in your case you also lack sleep...which is important during xams period to "print" and memorize what you've just learned.

so...listen to the mesages your body's sending you and have some good quality sleep, OK?

LOL+TC,

Carole

PS: sorry 'bout icon, but I like this new version of "head on a silver platter"! ;)

[annabtg.livejournal.com]

I'm not quite sure that moving my sleep schedule to a more normal timeframe will stop me sleeping 16 hours per day or so, or will motivate me to study more. But thanks anyway :)

See ya,
Anna.

[cyad.livejournal.com]

sounds like depression. been feeling sleepy, not motivated for a long time?

[annabtg.livejournal.com]

Yeah... beansideirae said the same thing. Dad, otoh, insists on blaming everything on me staying up late on IRC and messing up my sleep schedule. And I can't very well go and insist that "no, I'm probably depressed" because, to them, I don't have a *reason* to be depressed.

Plus I don't even *know* if I'm depressed, it's just an assumption.

See ya,
Anna.

[cyad.livejournal.com]

there are different stages of depressed. you can feel down a bit but...if you've been sleeping not so well for a week or most, you're depressed.

I'd tell you about unconscious, psychic and ask you if you've had dreams (even bad) and if you remember them and what's your most secret dream...but I'm not sure how you fel about this so...

but could be worth a shot.

whatever you decide.

if you want to vent talk about something anything (however insignificant)that's been worrying (upsetting?) you lately, my ears are always available.

LOL+TC+may the luck of the irish be with you,

Carole

'bout your exams:

PS: remember "when god shuts a door, he opens a window". My granny used to tell me that and I wasn't a fan until I realised that was often true and usually for the best.

PPS: no need procastinating about what you should or could have done to avoid bad grades. What really matters now is focusing on what you can still do to make things right. And believe me, you can.

[annabtg.livejournal.com]

I have had several dreams these past few days but I don't remember them anymore. I usually remember my dreams for a while after I wake up and then I forget them.

Thanks for everything,
Anna.

[disorientedly.livejournal.com]

Yauuugh ♥

I'm perpetually behind on my F-list, but they're all nice people so it's okay.

Good luck with exams. :[ I'm sure you'll do well, though, because hello, you're Moony!Anna. Complete with the superhuman intelligence.

Mmm~ juice. We only have water and soy milk. [...]

[annabtg.livejournal.com]

Thanks! I'm not sure I'll do well, because my brain has shortened out, and I think my Moony-ness has gone away for good. Hopefully the bits of Organic Chemistry I I learned while I was still in my right mind will help me pass the upcoming exam...

Juice is love ♥

See ya,
Anna.

[gloryforever.livejournal.com]

I already added you to the referral list I told you about. I'll be emailing you with the link now, ok?

[annabtg.livejournal.com]

All righty :)

See ya,
Anna.

[beansideirae.livejournal.com]

sounds like maybe depression? that can make you sleep a lot. i know you've got a lot going on in your life. try to take care of yourself, study as much as you can without driving yourself mad, and things will probably straighten out. sorry i'm not more help but it's hard to know what to say. *hugs*

[annabtg.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Clarwyn *hugs back* I know it's difficult to find what to say in these cases, but thanks for caring. :)

See ya,
Anna.