*curses stupid, stupid self*

I think I deserve a degree in Time Wasting, or something. I'm an expert at sitting in front of my laptop, doing NOTHING but completely useless stuff such as refreshing my emails or scrolling up to IM conversations with people just to see again what had been said earlier.

Which wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have a written test AND the practical exam in Botany lab tomorrow morning.

Which means, in less than 8 hours.

I fail.

See ya,
Anna.

Mild pre-exams crisis

Okay, so Botany went well, despite the fact that I didn't get a wink of sleep last night - too anxious, plus other stuff going on... But I discovered I wasn't the only sleepless one when I got to school. :p

Don't think I stayed up studying, though. I was either online or trying to sleep and failing. I only took another look at my book this morning on the train to school.

I've been going through crazy psychological ups and downs lately. There are moments when all I want to do is curl in my bed, go to sleep and wake up when the exam period will be over. THIS is the cause of everything, I say. Joy of joys, it starts on Thursday, 14 and I still haven't even made up my mind about which tests to take :S (Well, I know more or less but there are a couple of subjects I'm still hazy about.)

It's gonna be something like 8 tests. Curse these sit-ins, messing the exam periods up.

Also, I've started to feel a bit uncomofortable around my friends, because it feels like all I do is whine lately and I'm afraid they'll get sick of me. Especially those who have been my shelters during the biggest depression crises. They insist, of course, that I'm not being a burden and that they're happy to listen to me and help me through this, but still.

I'm such a drama queen.

See ya,
Anna.